Yes, the power is back. Get a kleenex. Air Force home after a 14 month deployment.
Welcome home, Airman.
Ramblings of an Emergency Physician in Texas
Yes, the power is back. Get a kleenex. Air Force home after a 14 month deployment.
Welcome home, Airman.
17th birthdays are in that limbo; not 16, not 18, etc.
But it’s still an occasion to celebrate, as our littlest girl grows up too fast.
She’s applying to colleges. Seems like only last year she was sleeping in a shoe box.
We’ve been thinking about a kitchen remodel in a year or five, and that got me to thinking about the one big addition we’d like to make to the kitchen appliances, a double oven. So, always planning ahead I thought I’d go ahead and run another 220 service to the area of the ovens.
This makes more sense because the basement ceiling is all torn up (wrong description: I tore it up to fix a persistent draft due to bad construction) and that made tearing out more of the basement ceiling to get to the oven an easy decision.
I planned a route, and ably assisted by an un-named co-conspirator, down came more drywall. Then we went to Home Depot to buy 220 wiring; we were dissuaded on discovering the wire we thought we needed had to be special ordered for the run distance we were going to need (circuitous routing of a circuit).
We came home to decide whether to order a huge amount of cable the size of my wrist, and had an idea we should have before we did in the drywall: we looked up the Amps needed for the double oven.
Guess what? I currently have a 50 amp service. The most I need for the biggest double oven that we could possibly need? 40 amp, exceeded by what’s installed currently.
See why she’s a saint?
For the last several days, my DSL connection has slowly been losing speed. It’s been interesting to see it slowly slide from my normal 1200 or so downstream to about 650, and no amount of power cycling the modem will change it.
(I have a 2Wire DSL modem/wireless gateway that very conveniently shows speeds on its status page, so it’s not a subjective ‘things are getting slow’ thing, it’s an objective measure).
That doesn’t mean much to SBC/ATT; I was patiently running the Level 1 script earlier today, but balked at ‘restart your computer’: I refrained from being rude or angry, but did say that wasn’t going to happen, it was a line problem not a computer problem, and we agreed to stop there.
I find that techies at 0300 are either more knowledgeable or more likely to listen to people, so there’s now a repair scheduled after only 10 minutes on the phone, surely an AT&T record.
I’ll keep you posted.
Happy Birthday, Lauren!
She’s in-hospital right now, at 32 weeks with pre-eclampsia (she’s fine, but they’re monitoring her very closely). If you have time, would you send her best wishes in the comments?
Update 7-6; home, for now.
My brother, the Aerospace Genius, wrote last week to tell me the airplane his company was involved in, now called the Eclipse 400, is a go!
Here’s a video:
Eclipse 400 – Video – Eclipse 400 over California and here’s some pictures:
For only about 1.3 million you can have your own personal jet.
If you get one, let me know. I can probably get my brother to autograph it.
Mr. Russert has a negative stress test on April 19th and died suddenly of a heart attack on June 13th.
I therefore propose a new sign in medicine, the Tim Russert sign: death (or MI) shortly after a negative stress test.
I teased this recently, and said I’d tell the tale. I have told it several times in my life, and still feel stupid while doing so, but maybe if I tell it here I’ll keep someone from doing themselves in. It can be a cautionary tale for others, and it’s a mystery to me why I wasn’t taken to meet my maker that night.
It’s 1988 or so, I’m getting a Masters’ degree (because getting a real job is too stultifying, and school I’m good at). My degree is in Life Science (biology) but my meager student income flows from being a paid lab rat for the Organic Chem department. (Those with significant O-chem experience are already cringing: keep reading, it’s worse than you think). The Professor I worked for was developing a new synthesis of a known structure, and my job was to make it happen. I was not the brains of this operation.
I was, however, the guy who was reasonably good with bench chemistry (in the day, I’d be lost now) and could be trusted to follow instructions and get to get a multi-step process right, over and over. As I’d been doing this for about a year, I was both trusted in the lab and overconfident in my abilities. (For fun, keep track of the safety lapses that follow).
Friday night, alone in the lab; I’ve gotten comfortable using ether as my solvent for this operation and it’s about 8:30 PM in a completely abandoned lab on the 4th (top) floor of a very empty building. The research lab is a room in the back: 8 feet wide, 12 feet long, with a door on one end, a hood on the other end, and a sink on the counter that runs from one end to the other on one side. The hood never turns off (and it’s good to have it on for ventilation in the little room anyway), the sink is important because it’s the source of suction for my major colleague in chemistry, above it being 2.5 gallon carboys of deionized water and acetone (both used to clean glassware). The shelves over the bench are covered with the typical assortment of obscure reagents, there’s paper stacked neatly on the bench. Oh, and there’s a Farrah poster on the back wall held up with black string from the drop-ceiling metal. It’s not mine, but it makes for something more fun to look at than brown gooey chemicals.
The sink suction was necessary to help my Rotovap work (have a look; it’s astonishingly ingenious) and is light-years better than the standard O-chem distillers. It can do in minutes what would take an hour in a regular, non-suction distilled evaporator, which is why I used it. Running water across a venturi makes a nice vacuum, the whole reagent end of the business spins, the diluent comes off like a shot, what’s not to like?
I’d discovered ether came off very quickly, unless it came off so quickly the reagent vessel started to frost over, then it finished very slowly. Being a problem solver the answer was easy: heat it (gently) with a shallow vessel of water on a hot plate.
That was what I was doing, standing rather dumbly in front of a rotovap doing its thing, wishing it would hurry up, when the ground glass joint holding my experiment to the machine popped off. Reagent and ether diluent bubbling into the hot water, I started to curse, seeing 8 hours of work being hydrolyzed.
That’s when the hot plate clicked on and the room instantly burst into flame. The entire countertop from door to hood was a fireball, to the ceiling, and over the top. I sensed more than recognized the fire was rolling over my head; the heat flash was impressive, and not really appreciated until later. Heat, light, and a flight reflex I’ve never had before or since: this is hard-wired, required no input from me, and maybe saved my life.
I ran. I ran faster than I have before or since. Carl Lewis could not have caught me for the next 200 feet, running through the hall to the stairs at the end. Some rationality returned at the doors, and I thought, then said aloud to no one, “I just set the lab on fire”, my legs carrying me back to the scene of my crime against chemistry and safety.
Fire extinguishers are ubiquitous in chem labs, so I got one reflexively on my way to the little room where I’d nearly bought it, but was much more worried about burning the building down at the time. There was a fire in the water under the rotovap, and one short shot of the extinguisher put it out nicely. The paper on the end of the counter was aflame, and the fire extinguisher shot made them into a thousand burning embers flying through the air independently. Phoo.
I’d started to tremble a bit, and realized I should get help, just in case. I walked out to our dedicated hotline to the security department, picked it up and declared the following: “I’m GruntDoc, I’ve just had an explosion and fire in the chemistry lab. The fire is out but I think I need some help”, and hung up. (I found out later I scared years off the dispatcher, who called the University Policeman on duty).
The University Officer I’d been a Boy Scout with, and he said when he got up the stairs my hair was still smoldering. That’s when I took stock, and found that, indeed, the hair on the top of my head had been pretty well singed, but no other injuries. We looked around a bit, decided the building wouldn’t burn down tonight, and he left me to clean up.
While rectifying my mistake I found the following: little burned pieces of filter paper are harder to clean up than you’d think, the rotovap knob was fused to the machine body, the plumbing insulation overhead was burned, and Farrah’s strings had burned through, dumping her unceremoniously onto the floor. Then I looked at the 2.5 gallons of Acetone, and wondered why it hadn’t ignited. If it had, in that confined space, I would have been horribly burned at best, most likely I’d have been killed.
I really think there was a divine intervention for me that night. I wonder why: is there a Big Moment for me someday, or was it just pity for being so stupid all at once? I’ll never know for sure. I hope.
That many safety errors are a firing offense, so I expected at least that, and maybe to expelled on Monday when the Prof got back. I went in prepared for the worst, and got the following: ‘Did you learn something?’ Yes. ‘Still want to work?’. Yes. ‘Okay.’ I finished the project, the degree, and went on to bigger and better things.
I hope I wasn’t spared just to blog. That’d be silly.
What GruntDoc forgot to include, is my involvement in this escapade, one of our BIG encounters.
I was a Lab tech at said University, and had been somewhere, dressed up and anyway, I was wearing a skirt and blouse that fateful day. Very unusual for me to be dressed up.
Had a call from University police that there had been a fire in the lab. I went up to the school and set out our big fans, to vent out the place.
I had a few comments from the staff, mostly the cop’s but including the stressed out dispatcher, that I looked like a girl. I usually wore jeans and a tee shirt to work.
GruntDoc had been in my office many a time to reorder centrifuge tubes, to this day, I don’t know how he broke so many tubes or if he claimed them broken so he could come to my desk to reorder…anyway…
At any rate, that was my first real lasting impression of the GruntDoc. Fire,.. Farrah burnt to a crisp and how mad would Dr. Rob… on Monday? GD was right, Dr Rob..wasn’t that mad.
I didn’t get a raise for going above and beyond the call of duty, but I did finally marry the hero of the story.
I’m 45 today.
I find that to be an incredible number, as I really don’t think I’m any different than I was at 30. Oh, some of the cosmetics have changed (Grey is the new Brown, heh), but mentally I have the same outlook I did when I was a touch younger.
This doesn’t mean I haven’t grown or matured, but I have always had a mental picture of what aging is, and it doesn’t seem to be happening to me. I find that odd. I’m one of those people that really never wanted to be young when I was; I wanted to be a grown-up, an adult. I detested being a kid: this doesn’t mean I acted grown up, but didn’t enjoy my station in life.
I do enjoy my now. I love my family, my life seems on track (note the seems: nothing ever goes quite to plan in my existence), and I see myself here for the next two dozen years. That thought makes me happy. Stability was something I took for granted growing up, all the more odd because I lived in an oilfield town where my classmates changed yearly, which you’d think would make me appreciate my good fortune. Enjoying my current circumstances has never been one of my strengths, mores the pity. Enter med school, the service, a residency, an EM job prior to this, and stability is something to pursue.
Life is good, I feel younger than the calendar suggests, and thanks for coming. Have some cake today, for me. Candles optional.
If I live through today (nice family celebration scheduled, the odds are on my side), I intend to tell the story of how I nearly killed myself, accidentally, and how that convinced me I was not taken for some Reason.
It’s a cynical way to look at life, but it’s also somewhat realistic. It happened again last night.
It was about 0300 while I was traveling home from work. On a 4 lane undivided surface street I saw the following: a person lying in the #2 lane* Eastbound, a pickup parked about 150 feet behind said person, and two men with flashlights directing traffic. One other vehicle in the #2 lane Westbound, even with the person in the street. I was going West but did a quick U, pulled up between the pickup and the person on the ground, turned on the hazards, etc.
As I exit my car I can tell the situation is under good control. The first Samaritan is on his cellphone, getting PD and EMS to come. I ask what’s going on with the ground person, and he states the individual was staggering on the other side of the road, then walked over and collapsed there. He stopped to keep them from getting run over. (I’ll skip my brief assessment of the person on the ground, but medically needed nothing from me).
The second Samaritan is waving traffic through, and concurred with the assessment of #1. Good, think I, soon EMS will take this person to a hospital, and all will be fine.
That’s when a new SUV hit the back of Samaritan #2′s SUV. Hard, glancingly but hard. Hard enough to deploy the airbags and come to a stop within about 30 feet. Now it was considerably more interesting. The people in the car were all mobile (I stayed with the person on the ground), then Fire arrived. It seems an easy explanation, but it’s got to be a little confusing to get to one scene where there are actually two different problems. Fire took charge, about 6 PD cars arrived. I awkwardly helped EMS get the grounded person onto a gurney, they wanted no information from me, a very polite Policeman asked for ID and a phone number. He confirmed what the others had told him with me, and then politely suggested that I go.
So I did.
I feel really terrible for the Samaritan with the crashed car, though.
No good deed…
* Lanes are numbered from the one nearest the center stripe outward.
I’m sure it was my bass trombone and string bass playing in the early 80′s that put him over the top.
>> During Charles Nail’s 17-year tenure as band and orchestra director at Permian High, the bands and orchestras won the Texas State Marching Band contest in 1982 and finished second three other times. It was selected five times for the finals competition.
>> The Permian band was also selected as the Texas State Honor Band and was never awarded less than a superior rating in every contest and festival it entered during his time there, the biography says.
>> The Permian Orchestra was twice chosen as the Texas State Honor Orchestra and also was invited to perform at the prestigious Mid-West Band and Orchestra Clinic/Convention in 1985.
This leaves out the Marine helo pilot role in Vietnam. True, that’s not musical, but it will give you some insight into how he ran his bands. It was a formative chunk of my life, and I owe him a debt of gratitude.
I’ve had one of those really serviceable plastic mats for my office desk chair for years, and was never really happy with it. It looks like a plastic mat, it grows dents after a few minutes with the chair in the same place, etc (the same reasons you don’t like yours).
Fortuitously, my sister in law is in the flooring biz, had some discontinued engineered hardwood samples to get rid of, and the light came on in my head: make my own chair mat!
Procrastination followed, but here’s how I did it:
I took all this home, put the bare plywood on sawhorses, laid out the flooring to make sure it’d fit (and wouldn’t have a noticeable pattern). I probably did this wrong (but it worked out) and attached the edging first, then started putting on the flooring, gluing the planks to the plywood with the PL, gluing the tongue and groove with the Elmers’ (and stapling every row down with an air-nailer and 3/4 inch brads on an angle, hidden). Yes, it’s probably over-secured, but I’ve never built a floor before.
When all was done, I flipped it over (the eye-rolling teen helped here) and the hanging-over bits were trimmed off with a circular saw.
It’s sturdy, not bad looking, and much better than the plastic.
The thing I didn’t think would matter (it does) is that the floor is now 1 1/4 inches higher relative to the desk, so now I need to raise the rest of the desk about that much (probably really only an inch would be fine) so my legs fit under the keyboard tray better.
I figure I’ll get around to raising the desk in another 5 years; sooner if I get tired of taking off my shoes when I sit down.
… that my WinXP box wouldn’t load the profile, today, that three system restores wouldn’t fix it, and now that the chkdsk /r has been running for three hours? It’ll get up to 75%, then backslide to 50%, rinse/repeat.
I really don’t want to have to do a Windows reinstall. Yes, it’s all backed up (twice, in different places), but, man…
Update: after 3 hours (not hperbole) it finished, reporting that it had found and fixed errors. And it fixed my little problem, so I’m back in business. The business of not providing updated, thoughtful comment to the blog, that is.
I’m learning things as I mature. Such is the experience of a remarkably close haircut.
You’d not be surprised to learn that, like the rest of my life, my hair style is no nonsense and low maintenance. The usual cut involves the electric clipper with guards of a couple of single-digit sizes, and it doesn’t take long.
Most recently I was settling in to get my usual trim, and, also as usual was making small talk with my barber of several years. I watched her attach the guard, and usually she starts with the sides. This time, the top was the starting place, and big chunks of hair started falling. It was too late at that point to do anything other than wait for the realization to come.
She was very apologetic. I got a nice, very short, haircut. I look a touch like a graying tennis ball, and I learned a lesson: don’t distract people when they’re thinking.